3 days ago, my friend came up to me and told me that his dad was beating on him. He acted like it was nothing and he was laughing while telling me the story. Him along with two friends were at the park, he dad came and picked him up and he had never heard his dad yell at him so loud before. When they got home his dad pushed him down to the ground and then he got up and punched his dad in the face. His dad then kicked him in the ribs and he fell to the ground. He has bruises all along his ribcage and he’s in pain. He told me this story and acted as if nothing was wrong, like it was no big deal, but maybe he wants people to care. Maybe this is how he is getting things out and how he wants help. Acting like he doesn’t need help or anything, but deep down he obviously does. I don’t know what to do for him, both his parents and his older sister who is in high school all do drugs. They personally give him drugs themselves. My friend, he has done close to every drug, he’s so small because of all of it. He hangs around the wrong people and he does bad things. If you met this kid and had no idea what his past was, you’d think he was a good kid because he has the most wonderful personality ever. He’s one of the nicest kid’s I’ve ever met in my life and I go to him for a lot. He is definitely not someone that i would hang around with outside of school because of what he does, but I full out understand what position he is in, and he needs someone’s help. No kid deserves to ruin their life like that, it’s not right. His life needs to be changed, either by me or someone else.  

Hailey Anderson once said  ”If you die today, you won’t have to live with the pain that tomorrow brings”

I’m scared. I’m always scared, of what might happen, to the people i care about or whats going to happen in the future with everything. I care too much about you to watch you leave outta my life right now. I saw you, I wanted you, I got you, I lost you, I hated you, I loved you, I miss you. That’s pretty much all i went through. You’ve broken my heart, but even when you did i still loved you. I know what my feelings are for you. But i’m not sure if i believe yours. You tell me almost every day that i talk to you, that you love me. But how am I supposed to believe you? Everyone always says, that were too young to fall inlove. Even when your in your 20’s your still too young. But age shouldn’t matter, it shouldn’t stop you from going after the one you truly love, it shouldn’t make things more complicated, and it shouldn’t change anything for the worst part. But it does. It does all of that, when your young age is a huge factor in your life. It matters on how old the person your dating is, it matters how old your friends are. That’s why i worry , about age. Trustworthy? Is he trustworthy? I’m not sure. At this point, i dont know what to believe in anyone, because i’ve heard so much. I talked to him today, he’s doing good. I said i was too, that was a lie…

love always,

unknown lover ! <3